11/19/2002 10:39:00 PM   [ link ]

Today is one of those days where I'd really prefer to just shoot myself already and get it over with.

I've been in an uncharacteristically foul mood for the better part of a week now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been unnecessarily mean to people that don't at all deserve it. I've listened to far too much depressing music, and the worst part is that I don't even know why. There is no catalyst for this dispiritedness, it leapt from nowhere and clamped its jaws down on my throat.

I can't even successfully deal with inanimate objects such as soda machines. How am I supposed to deal with the rest of my life?